checking in

There have been so many things that I have been feeling lately.  Last week was difficult but I survived it.  When I have the mental clarity to write about it then I will.  Right now I feel like it's too close and I would fail at being objective.  I will say that the decisions I made and the things I've gained/lost because of those decisions are well worth it as I am very happy right now.  I will say that all of those feelings and thoughts have to do with work and love and the babies that will come any time soon :)