This might be the most unfair thing to say to someone who shouldn’t matter to me at all but I seriously can not stand my boyfriend’s brother’s girlfriend. Everything she does and everything she says is just sooo utterly annoying and bothersome. I have reached a point where I can’t even hear anybody talk about her because that feeling in my gut starts to simmer until I feel so disgusted that I could literally text her and inform her that she is no longer welcome in my phone.
To be fair she has never done anything to me but if you have ever met someone that just didn’t feel right deep down then you’ll understand.
Writing about it makes me feel so much better because I live with my boyfriend’s family and as you can imagine I can’t really walk up to people and tell them how I feel. For all I know they LOVE her but I really don’t know a thing. For all I know they HATe me but again, I really don’t know that either so I need to thread lightly because I could make the rest of my stay in this house hell if I end up offending my hosts.
I think it’s easier to dislike her when her boyfriend makes fun of her on a regular basis and so I don’t feel so guilty for feeling the way I feel. My boyfriend is not really that charmed by her and luckily I am able to share “some” of my feelings with him but I try not to be too open about that situation just to cover my tracks.
ugh… I should try to be more productive and do something tonight but I really don’t feel like it at all so I’m just gonna go drink with my bf and his dad.
My best friend in the whole world just got home and I need to leave…
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