The time has come to explore other places. I have been waiting for this moment for a few years and I am extremely happy that it is finally happening. I long for the opportunity to explore a new place with my boyfriend, for my dogs to get regular walks and for the chance to reinvent myself. When you have been living in the same place with the same people, it can be a challenge to allow yourself to change. Everyone expects something and while change is good for you, other people might not welcome it very easily. Ultimately, I don’t really care what anyone thinks but I do consider it because I like to have friends.
My apartment is starting to look pretty empty and while it makes me a little uneasy it also makes me feel excited about the future and its uncertainties.
Ah, the duality of life. How sweet it is to acknowledge that I am a little scared but I am looking forward to this move, all at the same time.
This will also be a great opportunity to get to know my boyfriend better than I know him now. I hope that everything that we learn from each other on this adventure is mostly positive and allows us to strengthen our relationship. I would hate it if the opposite happened. But I will try not to think about those things.
Tomorrow is the day that we will set a date… it all depends on one thing but I will talk about that when the time comes. Right now I’m just going to sleep and await that moment…
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