The battle

"You need to stop getting angry," you said.
- Well...it just so happens that you need to learn that my feelings get hurt quickly and the second person in this world who can really hurt me, after my mom, is you.
Don't you see that I worry that I don't look good enough for you? That this fat body is taking over me? Do you know that I have been fighting his war since before I was a teenager? That just because it is easy for you, it doesn't make it easy for me?
I try to compensate in other areas but I don't know if that is enough.
The real question is... can you accept me now?